When feedback backfires
Discerning who can handle feedback
One of the competences of hacking one’s own narcissistic tendencies is personal responsibility - the ability to hold yourself accountable for the consequences of your choices. This is challenging for many because it requires a desire to learn from how others experience you, to interrupt ineffective relational habits, and adjust behaviour to re-align with your values.
Myths about holding someone accountable
Understanding how accountability functions in relationships requires first debunking some common myths. Many people assume they have the right - a duty! - to hold others accountable, but these beliefs often stem from deeply ingrained social conditioning rather than an actual mechanism for change.
A flawed assumption many make is that they have the power to hold someone to account for the consequences of their actions, especially if they disapprove of or are hurt by the other person’s choices. Sure, you might be able to motivate change if that person depends on your approval to maintain employment or inclusion in a group. Then we might need to have a chat about your use of authority and influence to keep someone in line - that is more about satisfying your comfort than facilitating meaningful change.
But what happens when you don’t have that status yet believe you’re entitled to hold someone to account for their choices simply because you feel uncomfortable with or disapprove of them? Another flawed assumption is by simply providing what you believe is helpful or critical feedback, the other person will be able to receive it, express personal responsibility for the impact of their actions, feel motivated to change, and have the capacity to take steps toward changed behaviour.
Where did these myths originate?
Was it a conditioned rule that if you were told you did something wrong, you should apologise and the relationship wound will magically heal and universal order will be restored?
Is it a people pleasing habit that allows another’s perceptions to dominate yours so you can keep the peace or smooth things over?
Is it just the right thing to do that if you see something, you should say something? Who determines right from wrong, and whose values hold greater weight in a relationship?
These myths and habits motivate attempts to help someone correct themselves according to your own values and rules of conduct, or your knowledge about their values. Either way, it’s a type of subtle control tactic rooted in moral righteousness that sadly is another sneaky interpersonal narcissism tactic.
Living in the age of accountability aversion
In today’s society, accountability aversion plays out in a number of ways:
Celebrity scandals and PR apologies: When public figures are caught in wrongdoing, the playbook often includes vague, non-apology apologies ie. "I'm sorry if you were offended", shifting blame ie. "I was young and didn’t know better", or rebranding themselves as victims of “cancel culture”.
Corporate leadership and workplace mishaps: When companies face backlash for unethical practices, leadership often issues statements about learning opportunities without tangible changes. Employees who raise concerns may be met with retaliation, gaslighting, or sudden restructuring moves that push them out.
Social media call outs and deflections: Online discourse has created an environment where critique can quickly turn into performative outrage. Instead of meaningful dialogue, people often double down, deflect with whataboutism, or weaponise victimhood to avoid genuine self-examination.
How do you know someone is accountability averse?
When a person’s pride matters more than you and their relationship with you, they will be unwilling to consider any narrative that doesn’t fit their ideal self-perception to resolve conflict.
In a workplace
A manager receives feedback from her team about her lack of clear communication. Instead of taking responsibility, she deflects, blames the employees for not paying attention, and retaliates by micromanaging those who spoke up.
On social media
An influencer receives constructive criticism about misinformation he posted. Rather than acknowledging the mistake, he deletes comments, blocks critics, and makes a vague post about haters being jealous of his success.
In society
A political leader is confronted about past harmful policies. Instead of acknowledging his role, he shifts blame to previous administrations, claims his words were taken out of context, or gaslights the public by stating the issue isn’t as bad as it seems.
A scenario
Recognising accountability aversion in theory is one thing, but experiencing it firsthand can be confusing and emotionally exhausting. The following scenario illustrates what it looks like in a personal or professional dynamic.
You’re in a personal/professional relationship with someone who shares your interests or stage of life. They seem to be very available and helpful to many other people in their life, but when you are going through hardship and need them to reciprocate for all the times you were there for them, they are either unavailable, patronising, offer advice, or centre themselves rather than listen with empathy. You begin to resent them and find ways to avoid interacting with them while dealing with guilt about your feelings toward them and self-doubt. You decide to gently confront them about your experiences with them.
Responses to expect from the accountability averse person
Someone who is averse to accountability will prioritise preserving their image over meaningful change. Here’s what to expect:
Faux forgetfulness: “I don’t remember saying that.”
Denial: “I didn’t say that.” (First D of DARVO)
Blame-shifting: “You misunderstood me. I was only reacting to what you did.”
Blame and rewriting the narrative: “You misunderstood me…this is what I said (which is different to what they actually said).” (The rest of DARVO).
Patronise and gaslight: “I don’t see why you’re having such a reaction. Don’t you think you’re overreacting?” or “You’re being too sensitive. Why are you making a big deal out of this?”
Deflection: "People are just looking for something to be offended about."
These responses are strategic moves to maintain control and can be frustrating to receive. By dismissing, re-framing, or subtly undermining the person offering feedback, the accountability averse person avoids discomfort while ensuring the power dynamic remains in their favour.
When you give specific examples of what they said or did, they respond with:
Self-awareness dodge: “I’m aware of that.” or “I know I do that.” and “Why didn’t you tell me to stop?”
Acceptance: “That’s fair.” Then follow up with “I’m working on it – give me time.”
Weak apology: “I’m sorry. Are we ok now?”
Non-apology and victimized: “I’m sorry you feel that way. I was only trying to help.”
Justify and blame: “I only said/did ‘x’ because of what you said/did.”
Placate: “I can see how you would think that about me. You don’t have anything to worry about because it won’t happen again.” Followed by “I want you to know that our friendship/relationship/collaboration is really important to me.”
How these tactics maintain control
Once accountability averse individuals are confronted, their priority becomes regaining control. They employ a variety of tactics to manipulate the interaction, ensuring they maintain dominance in the relationship.
Placating statements are meant to disarm you so that you feel you’re getting through to them. The moment you feel like you had a win, they come back with a statement that they’re doing the work or declare their boundaries with “I’ll only do ‘x’ if you do ‘y’.” This is their way of resetting the ground rules on their terms to undermine you and override feeling ashamed and inferior.
In workplaces, this looks like a toxic leader who insists on an open door policy but subtly punishes those who challenge their authority. On social media, it’s influencers who claim to welcome dialogue but use their following to silence dissent. In society, it manifests in public figures who frame themselves as victims when held accountable.
Reaffirming and restating the value of your relationship when accompanied with a list of people they have let go in the past (but this relationship is special and worth preserving) sends a message that they have the upper hand and will always decide the value and fate of the relationship.
They won’t be able to describe the steps they’re taking to do the work or prevent issues in the future because in their mind, they conduct themselves according to their values and you should be able to see and accept that.
The power play after feedback
Once confronted, those who resist accountability may escalate the situation in subtle ways:
Feigning resolution while plotting retaliation: They will believe that the conversation cleared the air and act like things have moved on. Internally, they’re upset that you dared suggest that they were responsible for wrongdoing and start planning their retaliation.
Performing change to regain trust: They will look for a moment to ‘catch you out’ in each encounter. They might first show interest in you/your life to get you onside after being dismissive or less interested before you confronted them. Each interaction is going to seem like you have your old friend/partner/colleague back and this is because they’re acting exactly as needed to regroom you into trusting them again.
When you feel like they’ve changed because they took on your feedback, that’s when they will retaliate.
Moving the goalposts: They will try to move the goal posts by imposing new boundaries and rules of what is appropriate in your relationship. They are doing this to reinstate their dominance in the relationship after their previous fall from grace. You’re actually on their shit list (and will act as if everything is fine) and you’re being tested to see if you’re worthy of being in the relationship with them. They will wait for the moment you mess up to use that against you and affirm their new perception of you.
The gotcha: When you unknowingly break their newly imposed (and unagreed upon) rules, they’ll give you feedback about how you’ve made them feel. You’ll feel pressured to ease their discomfort, especially if they sulk, despite not fully understanding or agreeing with what you supposedly did wrong. Their version of reality takes precedence, leaving you doubting your own.
Re-establishing dominance: They will present an ideal vision or goal of your relationship and propose that you both need to move forward as if that’s something you both want, when you actually want a change in the relationship dynamic.
Rewriting the narrative: They will also present an ideal view of themselves - that they’re mature, want to work together to resolve conflict, provide their own reasoning about the conflict that removes the spotlight from their behaviour and shifts it to a different narrative (ie. your perspective is flawed) making it about shared responsibility. This is an attempt to shift focus away from the cause of the conflict (their actions) onto a notion of ‘we have different perspectives and neither is right or wrong’ when the issue is about the impact of behaviour, not perspective or intent.
These steps are intended to help you trust them (re-grooming) while also gaslighting you that your perspective is flawed and theirs is superior and what is best for the relationship.
By sending mixed messages that they want to work things out while providing an alternative narrative of the issue prevents confronting the source of the problem and meaningful dialogue to transform the conflict.
The harsh truth
Ultimately, accountability averse individuals prioritise self-preservation over genuine relationships. If someone consistently deflects responsibility and refuses to engage in meaningful change, maintaining a connection with them will always come at your expense.
These are features of someone who cares more about preserving their self-image than preserving the relationship. They will not adjust their perceptions or behaviours to ensure that you’re both able to meet your needs through the relationship. They will expect you to submit to their expectations, rules, and values for their comfort and assume these values are what you want too.
This relationship will always be one-sided and disadvantage you.
People are motivated to change their actions when something important is at stake. It can feel upsetting when you don’t make the cut, especially if you have invested a lot of time, effort, and hope into the success of the relationship. It’s easy to allow feelings of guilt, shame, and doubt to persuade you to find ways to please that person because it will feel difficult to let that relationship go.
A relationship where one party is able to take personal responsibility for the consequences of their choices, while the other uses this disclosure as a weapon against them and refuses personal responsibility, is best continued as a transactional relationship - or not at all.
How do you deal with an accountability averse person?
Nathalie
PS: I believe that popular advice on feedback is misleading. It’s not a scripted judgment, a shit sandwich, or a list of what someone should do better - it’s a conversation. True feedback invites dialogue, critical reflection, and a shared commitment to growth, not a one-sided correction.
Need help with turning feedback into a meaningful conversation that fosters learning for both sides? Join my live workshops where we’ll bust myths about feedback and explore approaches to create insightful, two-way dialogue. Message me for more details.
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What about the borderline person disorders? They can’t take an ounce of criticism without turning you into their worst enemy.
I honestly hadn’t considered the idea that feedback is inconsequential and even potentially counterproductive. It explains a lot about behavior among my female friends for example. When I have given feedback, I’ve created strife. When I’ve attempted holding someone accountable for pain, it’s been exactly the cycle you said (notably with my wealthy former mother in law).
In response to your question though, I’m actually not sure what to do anymore with someone averse to taking responsibility. Personal responsibility for behavior in general is rejected by modern feminist “thought”, so we go through life just doing shit and not expecting consequences. I suppose I have a threshold. If you consistently can’t accept your own role in your outcomes and behavior toward others, I have nothing to learn from you.