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CDUB's avatar

I spent the early part of my adult life with high expectations of myself and equivalent for others. That had unsurprisingly poor results, especially in any quality of life measurements.

Around 30 I broke from that methodology and adopted a "negative expectations" of others and kept the high expectations of myself. In an odd way that worked for about 15 years but resulted in not building relationships with those who I shared so much with. But I was seldom surprised or let down. Or truly happy.

Then I had a therapist who challenged my happiness and expectations modalities. She said, "Happiness was a choice." Yep! Remains so. She also said, "Try dropping the expectations except where you both make a balanced promise." Turns out there are dang few of those. I still have some expectations creep up but I quickly analyze whether there really was ever a clear and cogent balanced promise. Usually not it turns out. And then I move on with vulnerability and questions. The relationships that develop from this are worth losing all the unspoken Ying/Yang BS of the past. Wish it had happened sooner, but at 63 I'm young yet.

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Kate Wand's avatar

There are some very good questions to ponder here! Thank you for the thought experiment.

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